O wow it took me like 30 minutes to write something and then it dis appeared. I am not sure if I posted in the wrong place. Its really important that I re post this. But I am having a hard time. going on 3 days without food or sleep. Trying to induce a vision. I need to record all that I can of what my mind is like. Hard to think. Feels like I pass out 10000 times every 10 minutes. Some of what I am writing is garbled. The letters do not match my mind. Supposedly after 72 hrs without sleep you are legally insane. And after 48 hrs you hallucinate. My mind keeps slipping its taking forever to write this. My eyes keep twitching around and looking where I am not. My tongue is swollen and under my tongue on the right and left side beneath the gum land two glands a re swollen and they hurt. I was thinking earlier that maybe my tongue was sore because I had accidentally bitten it like 50 times or something but now that I am feeling the swollen glands I really dnt know what it means. Ok so like 5 people have called me tonight with their power out and I told them all $300 cash and none of them called me back. Usually they tell me to come right away weird. Seems like I am forgetting an important detail I wrote the first time I recorded this. Oh I am not sleepy or hungry. My left eye is twitchy and hurts. I did magick earlier and I felt more powerful than I ever had before. Also I am not crazy for doing this its a common Shamanic practice. My ex girlfriend kept bothering me and It made me really angry. She is always interfering in some way when I am doing magick. I am really glad its over with her. Why would I be with a person who blatantly interrupts my ritual. What a bitch.I am not hungry or sleepy. I keep spacing out. I thought I was passing out but my mind is really drifting off to other things. I just forget what it was when my mind returns to this. I dnt think I can make 4 days without going bonkers. The vision needs to come on the third day. Or this will be a total failure. I am going to get up and pace now so I dnt pass out or something retarded.

3:09 AM
I just got home. Wow what an epic journey. Got another power outage call. Spanish lady. She don’t speak hardly no English. And my Spanish is limited to taco and burrito. But I am used to this kind of communication so we work it out. And I am on the way to restore power for the fee of $300. I can’t help but feel that something important is going to happen. That on the way to do the job Enki will give me some sort of sign. After all this is a Vision Quest. So the cabbie charges me $24. As I pay him there are like 4 lulls in the action where we were just staring at each other. I think I was passing out with my eyes open. Does that even count as sleep? I got coffee now so it’s not so bad. But it’s not good either.

So this building does not have meters. I never have seen something like this before. It has to have meters. So I go on the rooftop jump over walls and access other buildings. Run down 10 flights of stairs to the basements of 4 different buildings hoping that I could find the freaking meters to the building. There is a door in the basement and I am sure the meters are behind it but it’s locked. So I proceed to kick it in. Wham! Wham! Wham! Wham! Finally I get it cracked and I peep in. I see a bed and a dresser. So it’s an illegal basement apartment and I am committing a felony breaking and entering. And someone is probably on the other side of the door shitting their pants. My Spidey sense starts tingling and I decide to get the fuck out of there. Probably after that person gets done shitting they gonna dial 911 anyways. I can’t so I decide to steal power from the hall. The landlord can straighten it out later.

So the lady has a daughter I am going to guess 22 23 yrs old who is holding the flash light for me and seems all excited kind of rubbing on me. She has a C cup and pretty face. But when she turns around she does not have an ass. So I am not interested. Keep in mind this is New York City. Women out number men 4 to 1 here and half of the men here are gay. And the other half is metrosexuals. So that means I am probably the only straight guy in the North Eastern United States. Women are really starving for cock here. One of my clients is a Dildo store called Babeland. They have 3 locations. Think about it a chain dildo store. Really. So their customers are always like a bunch of lesbians. So I did the math one day and figured out that these women had gone so long without getting some cock they became lesbians.

As a matter of fact Einstein once said if a man were to try and consecutively bang every woman he passed by in NYC who wanted to bang him he would not make it half a block without dying from exhaustion. And it’s too bad the “cute from the front girl” does not have an ass because I have not bonked anything in a month. But U know a man has to have standards. The girl calls me an angel twice. And I am thinking maybe this is the sign I am looking for. I am not sure though. I can not understand it. Why don’t they have ass implants or something? U know like women can get perfect boobs with implants. Think about it if the created ass implants every woman could have the perfect ass too.

As I exited the building the cops were arriving. I was helpful and held the door for them. I am a nice guy u know. Commit a felony one second then hold the door open for the investigating officers in the next second. You gotta be flexible you know.

Getting home was a bit of a problem. It seems sleep deprivation severely fucks your depth perception. I have used the train station at 59th and Lex like a hundred jagillion times. But I could not find it. So I walked around in the rain for 15 minutes. When I get back to queens I still can’t see and I try to go into the wrong building.

Holy freaking sheep shit batman I still gotta go 4 more hours before I reach the third day.

I read that the FBI tortures terrorist suspects with sleep deprivation. Now imagine that you were being sleep deprived and forced to Watch Oprah 24 hrs a day. Terrifying. That could be the scariest movie of 2010.

If I dnt drink another gallon of coffee I am not going to make it 4 more hours.

This is madness. I ate a little bit of bread to make sure I dnt go into diabetic shock or something. My tongue is so sore I could hardly chew it. I think I am going to try and go to sleep now. I did not hallucinate or have a vision but my brain is starting to hurt.

I have totally failed the vision quest. Super freaking awesome.

For clarification I wrote this after going 72 hrs without sleep.  As you can see I was losing grip on reality.  I would compare it to LSD.